Wednesday

Right now, I'm feeling queerly tired to be nervous for tomorrow's speech and also submission of social psych essay. Perhaps, it's a blessing in disguise. LORD, please grant me the strength and energy to present tomorrow and speak, remembering all that I need to remember, for Your Glory. Amen.

Tuesday

It's raining cats and dogs right now. I love it when it pours so.:) The house is pretty quiet now, with Frans in Hong Kong...hope he enjoys himself there and is safe. Speech communications today was interesting and terrifying at the same time. No, I didn't present at all but the atmosphere was crazily flustering and nervous. But I really enjoyed listening to the speeches... especially to the MacDonald speech and how laughter is the best medicine. After the 2 hours, I feel quite informed with knowledge about different things... hahaha. It'll be my turn this coming Thursday. I hope that my audience won't be too bored and that I'll be able to connect with them. :) The past few days, I've been feeling extremely tired. Flat out. It must be that I haven't been resting well. There are 3 essays to complete. I think I'm only just embarking the hill, at the foot of the hill of assignments. Today during quiet time, I was encouraged by David's hope in God and how he turns to God before he turns to anything else. In 1 Samuel 30:6 I read that although David was in distressed, he was encouraged by God and drew strength from God. As for me, despite feeling distressed, I'm reminded that I can draw strength from God during this time. :) Phil. 4:6-7

Meanwhile, it's back to doing my Prejudice and Discrimination essay...

Rollercoaster ride

"God has not promised skies always blue,

flower-strewn pathways all our lives through;

God has not promised sun without rain,

joy without sorrow, peace without pain.

But God has promised strength for the day,

rest for the labour, light for the way,

grace for the trials, help from above,

unfailing sympathy, undying love."

- Kristone

I really love this little poem. My sunday school teacher gave me a postcard with this poem, through which I felt really encouraged. School has been a rollercoaster ride. New lessons seems to be taught at breakneck speed. I want to shout, "SLOW DOWN!" but the rollercoaster, being one, doesn't. Now, I'm learning to hang on and simply enjoy the thrills. Living by faith... day by day.

The Steadfast Love of the LORD never ceases

Sunset view from my kitchen window

Each day comes and goes. It has its challenges, its fun, joy, woe. But the steadfast love of the LORD never ceases. This week has been quite hectic but an enriching and interesting one with fun-filled and content-filled new modules. There's a lot to absorb. I've also been attending QT fellowship in the morning before classes start. I love spending time with HIM everyday and it definitely is an important start to my day! Thank you LORD for today.

Young Change Maker Conference! :)

The Young Change Maker Conference just ended today after two days. It was an enriching and interesting experience where we got to be involved in project-planning for the organisation we were attached to. Our group was attached to the Silver Ribbon, which seeks to stamp out the stigma of mental illnesses and also help in treating patients suffering from mental illnesses. It was cool to hear from a man who is a recovered patient of Schizophrenia first-hand. Currently, he has written poems which have been published, is an ambassador of IMH and also a tuition teacher. I think that stigma against people suffering from mental illnesses is very real and can be a great hindrance to the person's recovery and ability to function in society. So, it is important to stamp out the stigma. :)

What I like about the conference is initiating a community project. Although, we didn't get to really do one in the short span of 2 days, we brainstormed for different ideas and made plans for the project. Before, I didn't know that planning a community project required a lot of effort, checks, different kinds of people to contribute to the planning and make it work, budgeting etc. The money part is what I haven't thought of before and I learned that it is important to stretch the dollar (if possible) to make adequate use of the grant and also to check for any ethical issues, licences, etc. Most importantly, the beneficiary must be foremost in the planning and I learned that it is good to have an objective. We were asked by Silver Ribbon to think of ways to raise awareness and our group brainstormed on the idea of using slogans such as the MSN lingos to form catchy short-forms relating to mental health. One such lingo we thought of is, ASAP "As Sane as Possible". The slogans can be used for a variety of things such as, being printed on t-shirts etc. It was fun thinking of meaningful slogans from well-known short-forms. :)

The other groups from different schools who were also in silver ribbon were a nice group to be with. There were lots of funny brain teasers we played like, "Fuzzy Wuzzy likes this... and not that...", "Going to Afghanistan", "Black magic", "Mrt stations", " 'Bang,bang,bang...who died?' " ( I don't get this still...haha). On the whole, we were quite bonded and everyone was enthusiastic in contributing to the ideas and giving feedback etc.  

School starts tomorrow... the beginning of semester 2. It looks set to be quite hectic.

In Christ alone, I place my trust,

 He is my Light, my Strength, my Song.



 

Little children

The innocence of their little faces,

staring wide-eyed at you.

That little beam

or gleam of mischievous fun

shining from their eyes.

They bounce and jump,

and walk about,

not afraid to speak their minds.

"Concentrate!" they remind themselves,

if they drift off in a daze.

"Four more and then I'm done!"

One yawns sleepily and requests to wash

his face,

while another in all adult seriousness

is absorbed in her own work.

Active little ones, bursting with fun.

Full of energy...

Amusement abounds, coupled with 

several exasperated chidings.

Little children are just

themselves.

Wednesday

I haven't been posting recently because too many things have happened... yes, I know, I'm lazy. :) Yesterday, I went to a wholesale shop selling flowers with S.M to choose complimenting side flowers for the main flowers she has chosen to decorate the wedding aisle. It was super cold there and I was glad that I heeded her advice to bring a jacket. It felt like walking in a gigantic fridge! Actually, it wasn't really that big, maybe just around 3 rooms wide. hahaha. Well, anyway, when I first stepped into the room, the cold hit me and soaked me through my skin because I didn't wear my jacket prior to going in, so it took some time for me to acclimatise. My teeth were almost chattering and my jacket didn't seem to be warm enough, so for the first few minutes, I wasn't helpful to S.M. I think because I was suppose to help her go around and search for suitable side flowers. I was feeling too cold to move. :D The flowers in that mini winterland are really pretty though. In the end, we decided on some yellow side flowers (I forgot what they were called). We also purchased some other things like florist wire and paper. When S.M. requested for some of the flowers she had ordered and the yellow ones we had chosen to do a sample, the boss was so kind to give her a generous few stalks of each for free! She was really happy because she had been worried the night before about how she was going to do a sample for us to see and help in the decorating. Thank God! It was my first time being in a wholesaler place that sells flowers. I like the place and apparently they sell the cheapest flowers among the row of wholesalers along Thomson road. Currently, my favourite of what I saw there would be the baby's breath. :) It's really nice to see God's creation, even in such a sterile environment. I'm looking forward to be involved in helping out with the decorations this Friday, it'll be my first time being part of the process of a wedding! Usually, when I'm invited to a wedding, I'm only there at the end, after all the decorations have been completed. I think it'll be an interesting and fun experience. :)

The hols so far has been full of events and lessons learnt. School will be reopening in 2 weeks :( It'll be a whole new set of modules and 'foreign' subjects. A math related subject will be included called "Intro to Statistics & Research". Not a big fan of numbers, I hope my lessons will be enjoyable and that I won't have war with this module.